Birthday Time  / Nana Bobbie (Nana)
Hi Angel,  The thought of you has taken over my days and nights as we approach your second birthday.  Your absense is still so very painful.  I can only wonder what it would be like with you here with us.  I wonder what your laughter would sound like, what your first words would be and how absolutely beautiful you would be.  I try to believe there is a reason for everything.  Some where in my heart I know you are in a glorious place where there is no pain and no worry.  I miss you very much Payton.  I wish you were still here with us.  I love you Angel.  Always.  Nana Close

Thinking of You  / Nana Bobbie Sims (Nana)
Hello Darling,  I was just thinking of you today.  The old saying "time heals" is so very true.  However your memory and love for you goes on and on. You will always be a precious little baby boy that graced our life for a short time.  I love you darling and your Moma and Daddy thinks of you often.  Love Nana Close

Memories of an Angel  / Nan Bobbie
Hello My Angel,  The holidays are upon us again.  What can I give you for Christmas that you don't already have?  There is nothing, you have it all, you are with our savoir.  I miss you very much.  The Holidays, the Activities, the empty spot is still so very hard to deal with.  Your Momma and Daddy miss you very much.  Momma hasn't been here in awhile, but it is because she has no internet.  She thinks of you everyday and these times are hardest on her.  Every activity is bitter sweet for her because she wants you to be there too.  She wants you to share in their joy.  We all know you are with us in spirit, but I can't help to wish you were here on earth with us.  I love you sweet angel.  I am so thankful I had you for those glorious 5 weeks.  I miss you Payton.  I will see you soon.  Love Nana Close

Remember / Nana Bobbie (Nana)
Hi Sweet Angel of Mine,  I was just thinking of you and trying so hard to remember.........I see your face and how you would pucker your lips waiting for a bottle.  Your never far from our thoughts Payton.  Your brothers are getting so big, I wish you were here on earth in your spot, in the middle, that spot that will forever be held with your sweet memory.  I'm sorry I haven't changed your flowers in a while, I will do it real soon.  I love you Precious Payton.  I will see you soon.  Nana Close

Memory / Nana Bobbie (Nana)
Hello My Angel,  Our lives are so full, my cup runeth over.  We are so blessed with love and laughter.  But your not here, your not running around and playing with your brothers.  I'm so glad we had your earthly presence, even though for a short time.  I wish with all my heart that you could be with us here on earth.  I know God has you and your fine, your a sweet little angel staring down at us, watching over us.  I heard your song today, hearing it is bitter sweet.  I love you so very much Payton.  I wish you were here. Love, Love, Love, Always and Forever, Nana. Close

A Visit  / Nana Bobbie (Nana)
Hi My Angel, I was needing to see you the other day and there you were.  I had to stare at your pictures, I needed to feel your presence and there you were.  We all know your spot in our lives, between Travis and Chase, that will always be your spot, you will always be there.  I love you sweet angel, I will see you soon.  I am so thankful I will be with you again on that glorious day. Nana Close

School / Momma
Well my little angel, your brother has had his first day of  school, and loved it... I hate the first things that your brothers do, it is almost like I cannot be happy for them b/c I cant help but think of how you would do it, how you would look, what type of things you would like. How tall you would be, and just everything, I could imagine yesterday I was walking your brother in - holding your hand and fighting back the tears so you would not see me and be worried, I could imagine a little blonde hair boy that was so brave, smiling up at me. I sure do miss you. Close

Time Passes  / Nana Bobbie (Nana)
It's been a while my sweet Angel.  The Heartache lessens, but your sweet memory lingers.  There will always be a spot missing between Travis and Chase.  I know you are with us at times and I know we will be together soon.  I love you angel.  We all miss you very much. I wish you were here. Close

To you  / Momma
Well my angel, Daddy and I finally got married as you know.. I know you were there with me, I could feel you, I was so happy that day - for once I felt that in some strange my own way - that all my boys were with me..... I seen your face, I smelled you, I heard you.... Thank you.... I love you so much. I will see you soon baby.... We love you   Close

Our Angel  / Nana Bobbie
Hello My Precious, It's been a while.  Mommy and Daddy are married now.  I knew you were with us at the wedding.  The number "3" keep ringing in my ears, there was just 3 all the time.  Your presence is so strong or maybe it is that time heals the pain.  Your name still slips out for all of us.  You will forever be a part of us.  I love you sweet angel, I wish I could brush my lips across you sweet face.  I will see you soon darling.  Love Nana Close

On and On  / Nana Bobbie
My precious Angel, Life goes on and on.  Plans are made, we laugh, we cry, we celebrate.  Just the thought of you is so special, I can't explain or understand what made you different.  I suppose it was God's way, I suppose we aren't suppose to understand.  I called your name today when I was talking to Chase. Precious, Precious you are in the hands of our Savoir.

I love you sweet angel.  The memory of your sweet face lingers, the smell of your baby skin never leaves me.  Your beautiful blue eyes with that distant look leaves me in wonder of where you are.

Always thinking of you my Angel Payton, Love Nana Close

To Summer and Payton  / Nana Bobbie
My Angels, How precious you both are.  How my heart aches for both of you.  There is so much love and joy in my heart for both of you.  Our life here on earth goes on and the memory of a little precious boy lingers in our every thought.  Our questions will be answered soon enough, we will live eternally together.  Our broken hearts will mend and we will be surrounded by our Father's precious love.

 My Precious Payton how your name still slips out.  You are so very much missed and love.  See you soon Angel.

The Summer of My Life.  How precious you are to me.  I love you Honey. Close

You / Momma
my little darling I always write about how much I miss you and although that is so very true, I wanted you to know that even though God only gave me 5 weeks with you I thank him every day those were the most precious days, looking back I feel I should have known, The minute you were born it was like bright lights like angels were singing, like I had seen an angel. I just could not blve that it one second, I seen heard nothing but you!!! I remember the night we were laying in the floor, and you cooed that was the best noise I had ever heard and I even said to your daddy did you hear that it sounded like an angel.. It brought tears to my eyes. I remember the way you would look at me, you had something different in you eyes,  I should have known..... So even though I will never understand why or how, and there will always be something missing, I thank you and God for coming to me.... Close

Missing you  / Momma
Well my sweet boy... I just miss you so much, we are planning this wedidng, and I have to plan without you, I look at little tuxes, and I should be ordering 2 little ones, and I can only order one, I look at the flowers your nana is making for us, but there is one missing. I think of how you could walk down with your brothers, but then you cant... I just miss every single thing. I blve you come around me, there are times when your presence is just so strong, and I can not help but to think you are with me at that very moment, and then there are times when I can not feel anything from you.... I think od you every single minute in the day, I wake up and still sometimes look for you. You are always in my heart though.. I love you baby boy. Close

Happiness / Nana Bobbie (Nana)
Hello My Fallen Angel............Your presence lingers in my hear and soul.  I so wish you were here with us on earth in body.  I know you are here in spirit.  I can only imagine your smiling face and those little legs running around.  Your Mommy and Daddy are getting married.  It is such a joyous time for us all.  I wish you could be here with us to celebrate this heart warming occasion.  You are so missed Payton.  I think about you daily.  It's funny how my imagination lets me see you at the age you would be on earth. I love you so very much precious Payton.  Nana Close

Easter Time  / Nana Bobbie

My Sweet Angel, Do you like your new flowers?  They look Eastery.  Your Moma picked them out a while back.  You see a little pink in them, big surprise on that color.  My darling you are never far away from us, you are thought of every day.  I see that precious, baby look you had on your face.  I could just eat you up.  I love you Payton, I miss you so very much.  I can't wait to hold you again in my arms and squeeze you. I love you my precious Payton.  Nana

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Precious-Precious / Nana Bobbe
My Darling Payton in heaven.  You are so very much missed.  Your brother looks so much like you.  But you were different in you own way.  I know God has sent some of you through him to us, but the pain doesn't go away.  I often say your name instead of Chasen, I can't stop myself.  My angel I still see you, smell you, feel my lips on your precious cheek.  We will never understand why you had to go home so soon.  But I pray and have to believe I will be with you again.  I love you sweet Baby Boy Payton.  Always, Nana. Close

My angel  / Momma
My little angel how I miss you so very much... I cant help but to think of you every second, you are always in my head, my heart, my soul... I can only imagine what you would be doing, how you would be walking, playing, talking.... It seems as if it was just yesterday that you left me, and I live that day all over every day, The hurt never goes away, there are times that I can not even say your name and times that I can not stop saying your name. There are smiles and then cries. I can not wait until I can see you again, I look at your brother and can not help but to see you. I hear you, I just see you..... It even takes a minute to say his name instead of yours, I know he is his own little person, but so much of you shines through him..... I love you and you are always with me........  Close

Still.......... / Bobbie Nana (Nana)
My Precious Payton, How you are missed.  I struggle to remember your face, the sound of your cry, the smell of your sweet skin.  Your Brother, Chasen has brought such joy to your Mother, but she still slips away to the place where you live to be with you.  You will for ever and always be missed and loved so very deeply.  I imagine you running around in heaven with your little legs.  I love you sweet Payton.  I miss you so much.  Your Nana Close

Missing You  / Nana Bobbie (Nana)
Hello My Angel,  We named your brother Chasen.  He looks like you and Travis.  There have been times I start to say your name instead of Chase.  I can only imagine what our lives would be with you here with us.  You brought such joy to our lives Payton.  You will forever be missed and loved.  I know I will see you again.  I love you precious, I love saying your name.  Your precious memory is always with me and all that loved you so much. Kisses and Hugs, Nana Close