Your on my mind 2/18/2010  / Nana Bobbie
Hello My Angel  I've been thinking of you today...........Your family is so busy here on earth time just flies by.  It is too often we forget to slow down and cherish what we have.  I have to look at your pictures every once in a while to keep your memory fresh.  But you live on in our heart and through your brothers that look so much like you. The image of a 4 year old little boy playing in a field of grass pases through my mind.  The laughter is yours I know.  I love you Payton always and forever.  We will be together soon save a spot for me.  Nana Close

Happy Birthday 2010  / Nana Bobbie
Happy Birthday Payton  We will always remember this special day.  It seems our grief has turned in to an eagerness to do something about SIDS.  We try hard to raise funds to support research.  I can just imagine your little 4 year old earth body running around.  I will never forget your face or the sound you made.  I love you Payton Happy Birthday we will all be together soon.  Love and Kisses Nana Close

Happy Birthday  / Momma (mother)

It is so amazing to me that today you are 4! Gosh where does time go? I still do not understand why I cant give you parties and celebrate with you here - I have to just whisper it to you and get no response! I no you hear me though! I cant wait to see you! I hope you have a wonderful day! I love you my angel

HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!!!!!!  

PS tell grandma I said hello and miss her as well

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Your in my thoughts 12/8/09  / Nana Bobbie
Hello My Angel  As always I wish you were here with us. I will never quite understand why God needed you more than we did.  But you leaving us was God's will and we must accept.  Your Birthday is quickly approaching I so wish I could hear your little boy laughter and see you running across the yard. Precious Precious. I love you Payton you will never be forgotten.  My arms still ache to hold you.  Miss you so much Baby I will see you soon.  Love Nana Bobbie Close

Sharing Thru U 10/13/09  / Nana Bobbie
Hello My Sweet Angel  Our Club of Hearts Rally will on the 15th. This gives us a chance to support research.  It will be difficult for your Moma.  Be with her let her share in loving memory of you.  Our life is so busy and time passes so quickly...some memory fades but my love for you never ceases.  I try to hang on to the mental picture of your face the feel of your baby skin and the blessing of touching your sweet cheek with mine.  I love you Payton.  I will see you soon angel.  Miss You.  Nana Close

Working for others thru you  / NANA BOBBIE
Hey Sweet Angel As you know every thing we do........I have opportunity to raise donations for The American SIDS Institute. Your with me at every meeting every rally every thought.  I so want to make a difference in memory of you.  You will always be with us your sweet memory sustains me.  Your sweet smell the feel of your soft skin as I rub my cheek across yours never goes away never will.  I love you so Payton I wish you were still here with us.  I will see you soon Darling.  Always and Forever Nana Close

Thinking of You  / Nana Bobbie 6/22/2009
Hello My Angel,  I was just thinking of you today and thought I would write.  As you know your brothers are all growing so fast.  Brice has a little bit of your personality.......not as passive, but I can see you in him.  As always, I wish you were here in your spot between Travis and Chase.  You will always be missed and always be loved.  I will see you soon little angel.  I love you. Nana Close

A new friend  / Momma

Well my angel you have a new friend, her name is Jerri and she is such a wonderful lady, she is so funny, you show her the ropes as they like to say, but I need you to be with her family and your nana.

I miss you baby, Not a minute goes by that you are not with me.

Nana is doing a ride for you be with all of us on this day

I love you

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Little Wings  / Bobbie Nana
Hello My Angel,  You've had your wings for 3 earth years now.  We still miss you and always will.  You are so different from your brothers.  You were your own little man.  I love you Payton.  Give peace to your Moma.  Nana Close

Happy Birtday  / Momma

Well my little angel - HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!!!!! You would be 3 today, I can only imagine what you would look like, how tall you would be, what kind of things you would like! What kind of cake we would have had! I hate that you had to leave me, thats not how it is suppose to be.... I still dont understand why, never will though.... I miss you every minute of the day still the pain never goes away. Travis still talk about you, I love to hear him say your name and although you are not here he still includes you when he talks about our family, he misses you.... I hope you had a lovely day!!!! This is such a special day.. I love you baby

Momma 

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Happy Birthday 1/11/09  / Nana Bobbie
Hello My Angel,  I thought of you all day.  I know you probably don't have birthdays in heaven, but this is a special day for me.  It is the day you blessed us with your presence.  For 5 glorious weeks you were with us.  Plenty of time to love and cherish you.  I love you Payton.  We will be to gether soon.  Love Nana Close

Remembering you on your birthday  / Kat (friend)

We're remembering you and your family with love on this special day.  Though our loved ones are missed, we try to find comfort in knowing where they are and they're in such good company.  Love to Summer and the boys...

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Nearing Your Birthday 1/11/09  / Nana Bobbie
Hello My Angel, As the date of your 3rd birthday on earth nears my heart fills with sorrow. Your little brother looks so much like you. I know you are with our God and you are fine, but I still miss you and selfishly wish you were here with us. I suppose the void where you are suppose to be will never go away. I love you little Payton, we will all see you soon.  I miss you so very much.  Be with Moma. Close

Brice is here  / Momma
Well my angel your brother is here - I know you already know that, I just feel like I should tell you... Oh Payton he reminds me so much of you - its so scary - You be with him okay. Be with me... I miss you so much it is so hard to get through a day now without you. I cant wait to see you again. I love you baby boy Close

Ride For Our Angels  / Nana Bobbie (9-12-08)

Hello My Sweet Angel,  Lord how you are missed.  It becomes harder to hang on to your memory.  You have two new brothers since you went home and the daily life of other babies makes it hard to differentiate the smells, and the looks.  But you will always be remembered.......the one thing I remember is how your lips puckered when you wanted a bottle.

We are having a charity ride on January 10, 2009 to celebrate your birthday and all donations will go to the American Sids Foundation.  I know you will be watching over us.

I love and miss you so very much angel.  I know it will be a blessing when I feel your presence again.  Love you my sweet Payton.

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Thinking of you  / Nana Bobbie (7.30.08)
Hello sweet angel.  Many days go by, but your memory never leaves me.  So much goes on here.  It seems there is more pain and confusion than there is happy times.  But I know you are okay, I know you are in a heavenly place.  Please watch over your Moma and brothers, they need your love and guidance.  I can still see your sweet face, I can see the difference in you.  I love you sweet Payton.  See you soon angel.  Nana Close

It's been a while  / Nana Bobbie
Hello Darling,  I've been thinking of you today.  As you know God has given you another brother.  You are so much a part of us, a part of our family, a part of your brothers.  You always will be. I miss you sweet darling, I wish so much you were here with us. Your space will always be empty, we will always love you Payton.  Nana Close

A new buddy  / Nana Bobbie

Hey sweet darling.  You have a new buddy with you now.  He is smaller than you, show him around.  CJ is you cousin and he is also very much loved.  I know all of you are simply angels in Heaven, but look out for him okay.

I love you and miss you so very much Payton.  I wish you were here with us.  Love you.  Nana

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Moma and Nana  / NANA BOBBIE

It's odd to me that I was thinking of writing to you today then I saw your moma had wrote to you too.

I miss you so very much sweet angel.  I wish you could of said your first word, took your first step, rode your first bike.  Your memory is so very precious to me.  Your memory is of happiness now, the emptiness remains, but time does heal the heart ache somewhat.

Your moma needs you right now.  Please give her strength.

I love you sweet Payton.  I'm so thankful we had you.  We will be together soon.

Love Nana

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My angel  / Momma
Oh Pete where have you been? I miss you - I cant wait to see you again - What I wouldnt give for just one second.   Close